Saturday, July 24, 2010

dreadlocks and sadness

My kanekalon hair finally arrived in the mail today, I ordered from Doctoredlocks some platinum blond, lilac and baby blue. They are awsome, but I'm afraid they are few :/ I need to buy moooore!! I'm making long dreads, so I'm using the whole long thing :p So just 1 pack of each colour isn't enough.. I'm gonna have a problem with that :/ But that's not my only problem. Just as I thought things were looking brighter in my life and I was getting my creativity and my appetite back, I saw that it's pointless. I'm not going to say why I thought that, because I think it's obvious (heartbreak much??) and I don't post personal data online. So let's just say that maybe nothing can be the same and I don't know why. It's all in vain, even my good mood. Since it doesn't really matter what I feel, then it's reallt pointless to try and feel better..
Isn't it ironic, how we have to survive each day, as humans, fighting against society, against injustice, against the economy crisis, that we have to try to survive from ourselves and from other people who hurt us?? Aren't friends and lovers supposed to complete us and make our lives happier? Well, maybe that's not the case in my life as it seems so often...
This morning I had so many ideas about what to write here, but tonight I feel exausted. Waiting over a phone that NEVER rings........

Anyway, gothic tip of the day: the band "The Birthday Massacre". I really like them, I discovered them a few years ago, and I'm a big fan since then! They have a pretty cool sound :)
Nothing else comes to mind now, so maybe later. (if anyone is reading anyway..)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

summertime was expected to be better...

I haven't written anything for quite a while here, I was very busy with college exams (which went terribly) and with feeling like crap for weeks. And as I'm not in a better mood, I thought I'll just post a few things I found while surfing the net, so you can check them out (if anyone is actually reading this, but I doubt it...)

So here goes: I've found a website for Gothic culture and I think it's pretty cool! And we all know how hard it is to find a site that's worth your time.. cause most of them are crap or mainstream (even worse!!).
It's the ultimate guide to goth!! It includes many important issues, like music, fashion, lifestyle and much more! For me, it was a delight reading every article and link, and I found most things on the site very accurate. So I suggest you read it too :)

Another thing I just remembered! Who remembers "EBM Radio"??? It's been ages since I listened to this German web radio! I surely miss it. It was very cool, I used to listen to it when I was at net cafes, (since I didn't have an Internet connection at home, I had to go to net cafes to surf). Usually they play really good stuff, (ebm, industrial, noise, etc..) The site is in German, but you can tune in easily even if you don't speak German :p

Now that we've mentioned goth stuff, let's NOT forget the "beautiful gothic girls gallery" where you can see many cool pics of Gothic girls -all types, Victorian, cyber, etc- and use them as desktop background :) cool, huh? this pic is one of my favourites on that site!
And our music tip of the week! Listening to "The Newlydeads": personal favourite songs: "melting", and "six feet deep".
Bye bye for now, I'll be back soon with more tips!